[...Yes, he knows what it's like to stave off the pressing weight of loneliness with the small collection of people who care for him. But he also knows that it isn't that simple, that easy. He isn't about to spill his heart to someone he just met, though, especially not someone whose blatant optimism is so grating. He doesn't care to be reminded of all the things he isn't anymore.]
Your optimism is pathetic. [Pathetic for being strong, in a way? Or pathetic just because he hates it.]
i am not worthyyyyy
Your optimism is pathetic. [Pathetic for being strong, in a way? Or pathetic just because he hates it.]